Dave, what was your inspiration for writing THE TEMPTATION OF ADAM?
A few things. Here. I'll make a list.
1. PERKS OF BEING A WALLFLOWER by Stephen Chbosky. TOA wouldn't exist without me realizing that the sort of book it was could exist. There's a scene in the movie that's never left me and never will. This moment, out of all the words found in the movie and book, made me want to write TOA.
"Charlie: There is so much pain. And I-I-I don't know how to not notice it.
Dr. Burton: What's hurting you?
Charlie: No, not... not me. It's them! It's... it's everyone. It never stops. Do you understand?"
2. Watching my friends suffer and love and suffer and love and suffer and love.
3. Understanding how dangerous porn can be when what it teaches goes unchecked.
What scene was really hard for you to write and why, and is that the one of which you are most proud? Or is there another scene you particularly love?
There's a spot toward the end of the book where writing everything that came after it hurt. After I wrote the scene where everything changes, and I hadn't yet written the story arc, I was actually sad for two or three days until I finished the arc. Then, every time I got to that specific part in the editing process, I felt sad. Even now, when I go over it in physical form, I feel this tinge of down-ness. Heck, just thinking about it makes me sad. LET'S MOVE ON.
I wouldn't say the scene that shall not be named is the scene I'm most proud of, and I wouldn't say a particular scene has all of my affections, but I would say there are a few particular ways the plot comes together that I'm super proud of. That and the character of Addy. Addy didn't exist in the initial drafts of the book and now she's so fundamental to the story that I'm not really sure how that worked.
What book or books would most resonate with readers who love your book--or vice versa?
- Perks of Being a Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky, obvi.
- An Idiots Guide to Suffering. Jk. Not a book, but I'd probably read it if it was.
- More Happy than Not by Adam Silvera
- Reality Boy by A.S King.
How long did you work on THE TEMPTATION OF ADAM?
I started it December of 2013 and finished the first draft in February of 2014. After that, I edited it a few times and started querying it in April 2014. Then a bunch of things that didn't happen, happened (agent full requests, etc.) and I came back to it November 2014 after I got an R&R (revise and resubmit) from my current editor. I resubmitted it in February of 2015, got an offer on it in May 2015, signed the contract in August 2015 and it's now being published in November 2017.
What did this book teach you about writing or about yourself?
This book in particular showed me I could write. TOA was the first book I was proud of and the first book I wanted to share with other people. It also taught me what it looks like for me to write professionally.
That I tend to write about things that I want to believe, not necessarily the things I do believe.
What do you hope readers will take away from THE TEMPTATION OF ADAM?
That who they are, including their flaws and shortcomings, are enough.
How long or hard was your road to publication? How many books did you write before this one, and how many never got published?
I started writing seriously in 2011, here we are in 2017 and I'm still, at the time of writing these answers, two months away from the release first novel. I know some really talented people have been writing longer than I have and still have yet to see a contract, so I don't want to say my road was SO LONG even though it feels like it was. It's all relative, but I will say this, my road was really really really hard emotionally. Ask me about it sometime.
I wrote...6 books before TOA.
Was there an AHA! moment along your road to publication where something suddenly sank in and you felt you had the key to writing a novel? What was it?
Nope. Not at all. I think I felt confidence for the first time when I was writing TOA, but I don't think I ever felt like I'd found the formula. I still don't think I have. I'm not sure if there is one. If someone has found the key, send me an email.
What's your writing ritual like? Do you listen to music? Work at home or at a coffee shop or the library, etc?
I work more than full-time and have a two year old running around during the day, so I have to do all my writing in the morning. My alarm goes off at 5:25, I talk myself into getting out of bed until about 5:29 when I finally decide I can't put off what I'm doing any longer. My son is a light sleeper in the morning hours, and everything I do, walking, making coffee, breathing, at that hour sounds like a semi-truck horn, so I've devised a morning ritual based around being as quiet as possible. I have to make coffee and have devised a system to do so which includes opening the fridge by slowly shimmying fingers into the seal instead of just opening the door like a normal person. Once I get my ninja coffee, I go to a blanket/pillow nest I have set up in my master bathroom closet because I can't write in my actual office. If I do my son hears me typing on my keyboard and wakes up, thus ending my only time to write. Glamorous, I know.
What advice would you most like to pass along to other writers?
Set yourself free early on by realizing there's always a reason to not be happy with where you are. I realize that's easy for me to say because I have a book coming out, but, with every stage, there's some new person you can compare yourself to. There's a new doubt you can't shake. There's some new thing that you didn't achieve that you hold against yourself. Learn how to deal with those sorts of creative insecurities upfront so you've got good tools to help you grow writing into a career. The biggest thing I've found that combats all of this is simply just being thankful for the now. Like, speaking out loud to yourself about how good the things you have are.
What are you working on now?
I'm currently working on my second book (or 11th, if you want to be technical) called SUGGESTED READING, which comes out through Katherine Tegen in 2019.
SUGGESTED READING is about a girl, Clara, whose school, Lupton Academy, releases a contentious banned book list. Clara's love of literature makes her decide to capitalize on what she calls "Buck Authority Syndrome", aka doing things you're not supposed to simply because you've been told not to do them, by starting a banned book library in her locker. Her choice, along with the power of the books she's peddling, makes her question censorship, the labels she's put on others, and what having empathy really means as her community takes sides about what's right and what's wrong.
ABOUT THE BOOKThe Temptation of Adam
by Dave Connis
Sky Pony Press
Adam Hawthorne is fine.
Yeah, his mother left, his older sister went with her, and his dad would rather read Nicholas Sparks novels than talk to him. And yeah, he spends his nights watching self-curated porn video playlists.
But Adam is fine.
When a family friend discovers Adam’s porn addiction, he’s forced to join an addiction support group: the self-proclaimed Knights of Vice. He goes because he has to, but the honesty of the Knights starts to slip past his defenses. Combine that with his sister’s out-of-the-blue return and the attention of a girl he meets in an AA meeting, and all the work Adam has put into being fine begins to unravel.
Now Adam has to face the causes and effects of his addiction, before he loses his new friends, his prodigal sister, and his almost semi-sort-of girlfriend.
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